Have you ever been in love? Horrible isn't it? It makes you so vulnerable. It opens up your heart and it means that someone can get inside you and mess you up. You build up all these defenses, you build up a whole suit of armor, so that nothing can hurt you, then one stupid person, no different from any other stupid person, wanders into your stupid life...You give them a piece of you. Love takes hostages. It gets inside you. It eats you out and leaves you crying in the darkness, so simple a phrase like 'maybe we should be just friends' turns into a glass splinter working its way into your heart. It hurts. Not just in the imagination, not just in the mind, It's a soul-hurt, a real gets inside you and rips you apart pain.
Yet, why do people still fall in love? When they had known that in the end they will get hurts... Why do they need to fall ? If the person they are falling for don't catch them. It really hurts when you do fall in love with the wrong person. It really hurts if they leave you crying. It really hurts if they will leave you torn into pieces. Is it wrong to give all that you are to that person? Is it wrong to beg someone to love you back? They say if you love someone, set them free. But how can you set them free if the person you're willing to let go means the whole world to you. What is the most painful thing to do in loving someone? Let go of the one you really love or loving someone who never loves you back. It looks simple yet complicated. Love is so unfair. Love is full of complications. Love is full of mysteries. Love is full of sufferings...
No comments:
Post a Comment